Completely Complete...Indeed

Take it all in..

today is
boring. bad. stupid. monotonous. pointless. boring. waste of time. boring.

I'm sleepy, and aggravated, and pissy.

The end.

Exciting Day
Well today has been interesting. Slept in, super late, ate yummy food, hung out around the apartment for a while. Handed in paperwork to my mommy, so I'm not skrewed if I break my ankle or something. I got to work, and got to work with the lovely Gingi. (we're all named with 'i' endings now, apparently. She's a cool gal. Sarcastic, and crazy- but pretty cool all in all.
I think we sort of feed off of eachother. In a good way ofcourse. :)
My head hurts a little. Perhaps pie will help it. I am finally going to hang out with my dad for a little while- after turning him down 92837492384 times. I really do feel a little bad about that. It's our thing..wake up at midnight, drive to bismarck, and have pie. That was the special daddy-daughter thing we had. I think he misses that or something. I suppose I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss it sometimes. Just not on night's when I have 92384792384 things to study or complete.
But tonight. I'll go. Because something tells me if I don't, he'll just give up on wanting to hang out, and I don't want that. I love him mucho.

Our birdy is super cute! Can't post pictures anymore, but he is darling.

Decisions, decisions. Now I know what my dad meant, when he said life as a grown up, isn't any better than being a kid. Decisions grow from things like, "who will I sit with today" to, "what am I going to spend the rest of my life doing..?" HUGE things..blah. I hate decision making now. hate it. There are just too many.

Off to be productive, and tell jokes with pop.

Yay for Mothers
Because if it weren't for mother's the world would probably just suck.

Why A Soldier Does What He Does
I once knew a family, from the time I was just a little kid. I'm not exaggerating when I say little, I'm talking, four-six years old. Little did I know, I was related to this family. They happened to be one of the nicest families I'd probably ever know. This family was there through alot of things in my life-back then. From deaths in the family, to teaching me the way to get a fishbraid done perfectly. This was the family that in the Pow-wow country- envied, because of the closeness of them. I was lucky enough to have known them.

Tonight I recieved word that one of the kids of that family died- in Iraq. The other -who went in with him on the buddy system- now in critical condition. Now granted I understand sacrifice is what a soldier signs up for the moment he makes that decision to do so, but it still hurts-when it becomes reality. I pray for the family tonight, and hope that CJ comes out okay. I can only keep praying and hoping that those still taking that step, continue to be safe, and sound from the horrible reality of a soldier's life.

I guess I forget from time to time, that I still have family in the service- I figured we were safe from hearing of death- when my brother returned home safely- today brought back the harsh reality that we are a large family. A family of patriotic men, and women. I just hope the rest of them, come back to us-safely.

Dear Wantah
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last month I pulled evolution46and2's hair (-5 points). In April I gave sugahsweetme a kidney (1000 points). Last Tuesday I donated bone marrow to mutuallybeautfl in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Monday I bought porn for handsomedevil (-10 points). Last Friday I didn't flush (-1 points).

Overall, I've been nice (1284 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony!


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Are lies.
aren't they, natatat? :)

This strength is one to envy
I know somebody in my life who has undergone a hellish ordeal to face every waking day of his life. He smiles right after going through a pain spurt, and giggles about his progress on a day to day basis. This is a very serious thing for many people, but for him- it's a bump in a already bumpy road. It's nothing. I adore this about him.

If I were stuck with something of this deadly- I would be counting my days like a mark down for take off- but he does not. He lives his dreams, he conquers races, and endless physical activities that not even most HEALTHY people do.

I smile just thinking about all of this. I cry inside, because I hate to see him in pain, but I smile, because he is strong, and dedicated to everything in life. With everything on his plate- the good and the bad- he smiles, and makes our days all the more fun, and enjoyable-when he could just as easily toss us completely aside and fall over dead. Give up, call it quits.. etc. But he doesn't.

I envy this about him in a way that a child who loves basketball envies an adult NBA star. He is an inspiration of love, of dedication and of life. I hate to sound dramatic- but I would be lost in this life, had it not been for him. Had I not seen his abilties, I would never know they'd existed in someone anyone for that matter.

The best part about all of this?... I fall asleep next to this living someday legend, every single night. Even the nights I irritate him. We fall asleep and dream. Together.

Love to the one who never gives up-

I pray everyday for this person, yet he knows nothing of it.
Even if it's not believed in-

Just when you think you know people..
you don't.

People never cease to amaze me.
Time to turn over a new leaf.
Just live and let be.
Atleast I know what I do, and what I don't do.
I don't live a lie.

Hello to Kerry
Just wanted to say hello to my sister.
Although she's not a big writer just yet,
hello dear sister of mine:)


Good day-Bad day
1/2 good, 1/2 bad.
Still working on figuring out whats going on with myself. Just super sad lately- alot of it stems from my talk with my mother, part to do with my father, and the rest- eh who knows...possibly because I've been the worst friend in the world lately.

grades are all for the most part..crap.
time to get some "mats" done.
then possibly a nice relaxing bubbly bath-minus the bird and his noise.


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