Completely Complete...Indeed

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today is
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boring. bad. stupid. monotonous. pointless. boring. waste of time. boring.

I'm sleepy, and aggravated, and pissy.

The end.

Exciting Day
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Well today has been interesting. Slept in, super late, ate yummy food, hung out around the apartment for a while. Handed in paperwork to my mommy, so I'm not skrewed if I break my ankle or something. I got to work, and got to work with the lovely Gingi. (we're all named with 'i' endings now, apparently. She's a cool gal. Sarcastic, and crazy- but pretty cool all in all.
I think we sort of feed off of eachother. In a good way ofcourse. :)
My head hurts a little. Perhaps pie will help it. I am finally going to hang out with my dad for a little while- after turning him down 92837492384 times. I really do feel a little bad about that. It's our thing..wake up at midnight, drive to bismarck, and have pie. That was the special daddy-daughter thing we had. I think he misses that or something. I suppose I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss it sometimes. Just not on night's when I have 92384792384 things to study or complete.
But tonight. I'll go. Because something tells me if I don't, he'll just give up on wanting to hang out, and I don't want that. I love him mucho.

Our birdy is super cute! Can't post pictures anymore, but he is darling.

Decisions, decisions. Now I know what my dad meant, when he said life as a grown up, isn't any better than being a kid. Decisions grow from things like, "who will I sit with today" to, "what am I going to spend the rest of my life doing..?" HUGE things..blah. I hate decision making now. hate it. There are just too many.


Off to be productive, and tell jokes with pop.

Yay for Mothers
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Because if it weren't for mother's the world would probably just suck.

Why A Soldier Does What He Does
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I once knew a family, from the time I was just a little kid. I'm not exaggerating when I say little, I'm talking, four-six years old. Little did I know, I was related to this family. They happened to be one of the nicest families I'd probably ever know. This family was there through alot of things in my life-back then. From deaths in the family, to teaching me the way to get a fishbraid done perfectly. This was the family that in the Pow-wow country- envied, because of the closeness of them. I was lucky enough to have known them.

Tonight I recieved word that one of the kids of that family died- in Iraq. The other -who went in with him on the buddy system- now in critical condition. Now granted I understand sacrifice is what a soldier signs up for the moment he makes that decision to do so, but it still hurts-when it becomes reality. I pray for the family tonight, and hope that CJ comes out okay. I can only keep praying and hoping that those still taking that step, continue to be safe, and sound from the horrible reality of a soldier's life.

I guess I forget from time to time, that I still have family in the service- I figured we were safe from hearing of death- when my brother returned home safely- today brought back the harsh reality that we are a large family. A family of patriotic men, and women. I just hope the rest of them, come back to us-safely.

Dear Wantah
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Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last month I pulled evolution46and2's hair (-5 points). In April I gave sugahsweetme a kidney (1000 points). Last Tuesday I donated bone marrow to mutuallybeautfl in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Monday I bought porn for handsomedevil (-10 points). Last Friday I didn't flush (-1 points).

Overall, I've been nice (1284 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony!

Sincerely,
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Secrets
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Are lies.
aren't they, natatat? :)

This strength is one to envy
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I know somebody in my life who has undergone a hellish ordeal to face every waking day of his life. He smiles right after going through a pain spurt, and giggles about his progress on a day to day basis. This is a very serious thing for many people, but for him- it's a bump in a already bumpy road. It's nothing. I adore this about him.

If I were stuck with something of this deadly- I would be counting my days like a mark down for take off- but he does not. He lives his dreams, he conquers races, and endless physical activities that not even most HEALTHY people do.

I smile just thinking about all of this. I cry inside, because I hate to see him in pain, but I smile, because he is strong, and dedicated to everything in life. With everything on his plate- the good and the bad- he smiles, and makes our days all the more fun, and enjoyable-when he could just as easily toss us completely aside and fall over dead. Give up, call it quits.. etc. But he doesn't.

I envy this about him in a way that a child who loves basketball envies an adult NBA star. He is an inspiration of love, of dedication and of life. I hate to sound dramatic- but I would be lost in this life, had it not been for him. Had I not seen his abilties, I would never know they'd existed in someone anyone for that matter.


The best part about all of this?... I fall asleep next to this living someday legend, every single night. Even the nights I irritate him. We fall asleep and dream. Together.


Love to the one who never gives up-

I pray everyday for this person, yet he knows nothing of it.
Even if it's not believed in-

Just when you think you know people..
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you don't.

People never cease to amaze me.
Time to turn over a new leaf.
Just live and let be.
Atleast I know what I do, and what I don't do.
I don't live a lie.

Hello to Kerry
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Just wanted to say hello to my sister.
Although she's not a big writer just yet,
hello dear sister of mine:)

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Good day-Bad day
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1/2 good, 1/2 bad.
Still working on figuring out whats going on with myself. Just super sad lately- alot of it stems from my talk with my mother, part to do with my father, and the rest- eh who knows...possibly because I've been the worst friend in the world lately.


grades are all for the most part..crap.
time to get some "mats" done.
then possibly a nice relaxing bubbly bath-minus the bird and his noise.

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